Not really sure how to say it so here goes:
After my down in the dumps day yesterday I went home after work and took a HPT. I saw a slight hint of a line, DH didn't. I decided to wait until this morning and take a few tests, hoping for darker results. Well, yes, I got them. Faint lines on both wondfo internet cheapies and FRER (First response early result), I decided to use my only digital and it also came up pregnant. I texted DH the proof. He asked if we should start telling people, especially after what happened last year (m/c at 4-5 weeks pregnant). I told him that I think that we should tell, why not? I learned more about so many people and their losses from being open with mine.
I am hesitant and not as ecstatic as I should be as I have dealt with early loss before (my last O last Aug/Sep). After trying for so long I was so happy only to have my hopes and dreams shattered. I feel different now, different in that I know what to expect with loss. Different in that I know what will get me to have a "good" O. Different in that I know I have a chance. Before the loss I was clueless and had no idea how nervous every pregnancy after a loss would make me.
Beta on Friday and then I am guessing another one on Monday. Stick baby stick!!!
Since you are being cautious, so will I, but all the same, congrats may be due. I will be praying this little one sticks and that your numbers look good and go up and up! HUGS. And when she does, I will be jumping up and down for you!
ReplyDeleteA cautious hooray for you!
ReplyDeleteI was teeter-totering between testing tomorrow or not, I think you've convinced me to go ahead and do it. Maybe. LOL
As for telling - I told a few people last time and EVERY found out. That was rough - last week I had someone ask me how my pregnancy was going....2 months after my m/c. So I'm going to be much more selective with who I tell this time.
In the meantime - YAY!!!! :)
Kakunaa - Thanks! And the same for you!
ReplyDeleteShannon - Yea, same thing happened to me after my m/c. I would have been obviously pregnant and a guy said "wow you look great for being as pregnant as you are." I looked at him and told him "I had a miscarriage and thanks for reminding me." Sometimes I am a B. ;)
I have been reading your posts, and I really hope this is a sticky one for you! I know you've been through so much! I've been trying for #3 for 32 months now...
ReplyDeleteYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteGreat news!!!! Congratulations :)
ReplyDeleteSticky baby dust too you!!
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